starting again

recover abused.
nothing has been happening in the way i want things to 'happen' i guess. love is long lost, and at night it haunts me, why did not that work then? why did things turn out the way they did? There are still some loose ends, some paths that were never fully realised. We never tried, so it exists only as a possibility, in my memory. Maybe, that is a sweet feeling that is the only thing capable of warming my thoughts at night, for who would want to think all the possibilities had been totally exhousted? I like the sweet warm beginning of summer, for its the reminder to us that life is full of possibillities. The only thing you have to do is to have courage, courage to reach your hand out and ask for that which you want. You have nothing to lose, and the answer will always be just yes or no.

Things have been calm in the school so i feel less agitated and irretated then usual. sounds pretty good. in other words, there is nothing happening, i am in a state of waiting.

Líkn is recovering from the state of near death. We have got a new drummer, called Þórhallur, who is great. We have some live shows coming up, the first of which is in Listaháskólinn, Laugarnes, next friday the 29th of april. There is a party there of some sorts so, its probably the right atmosphere.

so after that i will possibly feel more alive.

today was a good day

for sleeping.
i decided to have a change of atmosphere and slept through the whole day.
i first went for a suicidal bicycle ride though, with alot of wind running through my hair.
that was funny. musthave helped me get so frightfully tired.
but i managed to read through alot of hitchhikers guide, which i am currently reading, the trilogy in four parts. i am currently in the third part.
i also played some banjo, and some guitar.
i am feeling quite uninspired for my spring piece, as i don't feel much like writing it.
i had a similar problem with my final piece, which i am like 7 minutes into currently (of 20), that i would bounce around ideas only to throw them away. but through that process over and over again, the piece got born.
it's the same with this one. at the moment i feel utterly unhappy with everything about it, except the beginning.

its being performed the 7th of may.

with the album we are currently in a limbo of which guitar is best where, overdubbing is not a good idea.
maybe it will get finished sometime, i'm feeling pretty confused about it.
i hope in the summer.

we have been talking to people about releasing it, but no answers yet.

then ofcourse we could just lend alot of money and release it ourselves.

i must have slep through the first part of the show. but when you oversleep you must only take the rest of the day with storm.

i went to a premiere/party yesterday, and it was fun.
they know how to party, those young hotshots.
those hooligans.

i am currently working on my spring piece in listaháskólinn, and doing my driver's license.
and organizing alot of concerts.
i'm not really organizing them, as i know that i'm not really supposed to be doing that stuff.
at least not alone.

radio

i heard something interesting on the radio. this indian british man was talking. he was talking about life, and god. and he was talking about the ego. the ego, is never satisfied. if you have a pretty girlfriend. you want 3. you want more. why not the whole playboy mansion? the ego is many, its divided. but god is only one. and he is satisfied. for he is love.

ps. the definition of god is every persons own choice. it doesnt have to be god in the traditional sense, its just some kind of higher power. it could be your 3 best friends, just something, to believe in something outside of ourselves.